Vacation

This will probably be my last post for a bit. Gonna be on vacation next week. Without a comp. *pulls at hair* I might just go insane. LOL

Don't worry I'll take notes and then post about vacation when I get back. :-D

Laters folks

Haunted By The Past

Well as the title of this post says, today I'm haunted by the past. Two years ago today, at 2:00am, I lost my house and everything I owned, except for a few photos, to a fire.

So yes, today I am haunted by the past.

It was a lot colder on this day two years ago, than it was today.

No, no one was hurt in the fire, at least not physically. Though there was hurting.....still is.

I feel sick today.

The following is parts from a poem, which I found at Chrystal82.deviantart.com

I guess I realise know,
that I will never be able to run away, never escape
You´re haunting me

In my dreams, in my thoughts, in my sleep, in my silent moments alone

I have put a spell on myself
many years ago
why must I suffer from it now?
I wish nothing more
than to let go

You will never leave me alone,
you will never stop haunting
you will never stop existing
and I will never stop remembering

Grandma Part 2

Well the hearing aid guy couldn't test grandma today. Gotta have the doctor check her hears first or something like that. So now we gotta go back next friday at 8am.

Grandma

Well tonight we're taking grandma to try and get her a hearing aid. LOL wish us luck, we'll need it. LOL

More Weather

We got a regular blizzard going on outside. I mean litterally, it's snowing that hard.

Weather

Well there's snow on the ground again! It snowed last night, and it's supposed to snow more tonight and some tomorrow too.

I'll be lol putting the Spring layout up soon.

Happy Easter!

HAPPY EASTER

Well the ground was covered in snow yesterday morning, but by yesterday afternoon it was all gone. But it was snowing off and on this morning too. Didn't amount to anything. There's no snow on the ground. But according to the weather report it might snow pretty good this Wed.

Blog layout

Gol dang! It's taken three frickin' days to finally get the music to play on this Easter layout.

News

Well my cousin's dog had to have surgery yesterday. I guess their dog, had been eatting all kinds of stuff, like a sock, etc.

The vet had to opperate yesterday to remove all the crap the dog ate. There's pictures of what was pulled out of the dog on my cousin's website. max-stitch.com You do have to register in order to view the pictures.

Because of poor Max getting sick, my cousin and his girlfriend weren't able to come for Easter.

IT SNOWED OVER NIGHT! THERE'S SNOW ON THE GROUND! AAAHHHHHHHH!

Boyfriend & Weather

Well I talked to my BF last night, and he cleared everything up about Sat. Night. I knew I was probably worrying for nothing, but that's just how I am.

And wouldn't ya know it. The snow gets all gone and what does it today? Snow, of course. Didn't amount to anything, though. But that's not unusual for this time of here where I am.

Broken Heart

I saw my BF with his wife last night, supposedly his soon to be ex-wife. I don't know what to do or think.

I feel like I'm dying inside.

I know I should try talking to him, but I'm afraid to call him.

I don't know what to do.

All I do know is, that if this wasn't real, or he's gone back to her, I'll have no reason to go on living.