Family Emergency

A few posts back, I posted about my Aunt in California having Cancer.

Well I found out now, that...well....if she lives through today she'll be doing good.

She's bleeding internally, septic, swollen, and on life support.

She'll probably be gone yet today I wouldn't be surprised.

And when she does die, I won't be able to go to her funeral. I can't go all the way out to California.

I feel horrible about not being able to see her one last time....but she's not awake, so in some ways I don't feel too bad about not being able to see her one last time.

I feel the worst about knowing I won't be able to attend her funeral.